So, I think I been whining too much lately! This AC chemo has really gotten to me--"red devil" is the perfect name for it! Last year, while on chemo, I had some very rough days, but I spent more time counting my blessings. I remember feeling so overwhelmingly blessed. Maybe its not so much this chemo, but just the fact that I've had to deal with this for so long. Whatever the reason, I want to get back to that place of feeling blessed. So, I will be focusing on that this next week, and we'll see if I whine less--no promises :)
Today I got out of the house and had lunch with Alyssa. I can't remember the last time I drove--probably 2 weeks ago. I woke up about 5 am and ended up getting up around 6:15. That's early for me! But I couldn't get back to sleep. But I did sleep the whole night without waking up, which is the first time I've done that in a while! I did take a little nap this afternoon--I'm still pretty tired most of the day.
Tomorrow, Shonna and I are going to go shopping for some college stuff. Then we might get to babysit Brennan in the afternoon. I wasn't able to watch him Thurs. like usual because Ken had the flu, and I didn't want those germs over here. I sure do miss him! He doesn't recognize me as well as he used to :( . Hopefully after this next round of chemo (Monday!), I'll start feeling better and can spend more time with him again. I'm only 46!! I should have plenty of energy for him. (oops! was that whining again?) I am so blessed to be able to spend any time with him! (How was that? lol!)
Well, time to get ready for bed! Hope everyone has a great weekend! Oh-- Shonna is singing is at church on Sunday! Yay!