Friday, July 23, 2010


So, I think I been whining too much lately!  This AC chemo has really gotten to me--"red devil" is the perfect name for it!  Last year, while on chemo, I had some very rough days, but I spent more time counting my blessings.  I remember feeling so overwhelmingly blessed.  Maybe its not so much this chemo, but just the fact that I've had to deal with this for so long.  Whatever the reason, I want to get back to that place of feeling blessed.  So, I will be focusing on that this next week, and we'll see if I whine less--no promises  :)
Today I got out of the house and had lunch with Alyssa.  I can't remember the last time I drove--probably 2 weeks ago. I woke up about 5 am and ended up getting up around 6:15.  That's early for me!  But I couldn't get back to sleep. But I did sleep the whole night without waking up, which is the first time I've done that in a while!  I did take a little nap this afternoon--I'm still pretty tired most of the day.
Tomorrow, Shonna and I are going to go shopping for some college stuff.  Then we might get to babysit Brennan in the afternoon.  I wasn't able to watch him Thurs. like usual because Ken had the flu, and I didn't want those germs over here.  I sure do miss him!  He doesn't recognize me as well as he used to :( .  Hopefully after this next round of chemo (Monday!), I'll start feeling better and can spend more time with him again.  I'm only 46!!  I should have plenty of energy for him.  (oops!  was that whining again?)  I am so blessed to be able to spend any time with him! (How was that?  lol!)
Well, time to get ready for bed!  Hope everyone has a great weekend!  Oh-- Shonna is singing is at church on Sunday!  Yay!


  1. It's okay to WHINE now and then! Just remember to SHINE, too.
    :) Love ya!

  2. The world would know whining if it was me.