Monday, February 15, 2010

Nervousness

I wrote in my last post about my mammogram, and how I was a little nervous. I thought I was reading too much into the things the tech said (and what she didn't say), but somehow I felt I'd get that call come Mon. or Tues. And sure enough, I got a call from radiology today and they need me to come back in to get more pictures done. Of course the scheduler lady didn't say why. But she did say the radiologist would be there to look at my scans right away, so I wouldn't have to come back in again. I have had many mammograms, due to a family history of breast cancer. My mom has had it, 2 of her sisters, and several of her aunts. I've never had a call back before. So, yes, I am nervous. I wanted to cry after getting the phone call--that's what I do when I'm nervous. I know it could be nothing, but after what I've been through this past year, I really didn't need to get that call! Its just too soon.

Wed. afternoon is when I go back in, so feel free to pray for me! Its human nature to be nervous, but I've got the Holy Spirit in me to help me overcome my fears. I've tried not to think about it most of the day, but now I need to spend some time praying. God will get me through this!

On a happier note, I sure laughed hard at little Brennan today! Jaren was making funny noises at him and Brennan's reaction was soooo hilarious! Even when he's fussy, he's such a joy!

I'll let you all know how things go on Wed.
Blessings!
Tina

2 comments:

  1. I got a call back once and it was nothing. One doctor called our type of tissue "lawsuit breasts" because it's so easy for them to miss real lumps with all the other kind of fatty/lumpy tissue we have in there. No doubt they are just being cautious.

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  2. I'll be praying for you Tina! God be with you.

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