Well, today is not a good day for you. You are in SO much pain and it breaks our hearts that you have to go through this. You don't want visitors so I spent my time talking to Shonna and Rich when they stepped out of the room. They weren't sure you even wanted them there.
The staff is currently working on pain management for you. Rich couldn't quite understand it all but he said they got behind on the pain management because of some issue with the epidural? Who knows. All Shonna knew is they gave you a differnt drug (Dilaudid?) for pain. I had hallucinations from that drug and I hope it's better for you.
As we watch you hurt, we want so badly to do something. And so we cry. Shonna cries. Dee Cries. Rich cries. It's all so hard. For today, it dampens the joy we had over a successful surgery.
I call on the ONE who is greater than all the pain, sickness and disease and ask Him to comfort you and to give you peace and rest and healing. In Jesus Name I ask. Amen and amen.