Had a very busy weekend! Alyssa and Jaren had their vow renewal ceremony and reception today. It was soooo beautiful! I've been editing pictures and sitting with my feet up for the past few hours. Now its time to pack my bag and get ready for bed. (and can't forget to run the dishwasher!)
Because I've been so busy, I haven't had much time to think about tomorrow. And I really don't want to think about it now. What was it someone recently told me? Think of it not as losing a breast, but losing the cancer. That's what I'm trying to do. I think if I were to think about it too much I would really start crying. I can't even put into words why its so upsetting. It just is. But on a lighter note, I've been able to joke about it at times too. And the hair loss. Should make for some funny stories, eventually.
Well, off to bed now--I have to get up by 6 am! Surgery is at 9am. Thank you to all who will be praying for me tomorrow. I will be thinking of that...
Love and God bless!